after a long time......trying my luck on the blog!!!!!!
zeeeeeehaaawwww!!!!!!!!!!
back after a struggle.....
and struggle ahead.......
finally i guess i took it fr real.......
yes....my life....that its a stuggle....
past few days werent depressing i would say.....
but were kindda in the 'brackets'....
in the brackets i mean ,i dint let myself fall lose.....
rather caught myself learning new........
but the worst was the, feeling of lone.....
even when i knew i wasnt alone.....
with so many arms i felt handicapped....
confused in my mind ,to god i said.....
give me strength give me some more......
coz i dont wanna fight just one....
but,wanna fight them all.....
'them'here is not restricted.......
me,me and me it includes.....
'people' heath n study it concludes.......
hfff a stuggle....hard it surely is.....
to win..wanna come outta it....
but still.....a shell is wat i stich....
bunch of thoughts my mind is wound with.....
a bit low in my heart m thinking of all this....
my soul's naked and sometimes it bleeds....
in this stuggle which is hard ........
taught me..... n is teaching still.......
happy i m with wat i get
be it wounds ,be it sweat
just coz of the fact i know
that the wounds one day will turn to satisfaction....
the sweat one day will turn me best.......